Wednesday, February 13, 2008

The week after I fell off the face of the earth

Well now that I am 22 i tend to see things in a different light, Its constantly snowing and it isnt helping my motivation to get what little spare change i can get out of my job. I skipped it agqain. sure i had a migraine but it was one of those that i knew would pass, I could feel it. oh well.

I have been having chats with this person and that, about my future. Even a fortune cookie i got from mandarin told me a little bit about my life and the life of my family that was very true. But i am having trouble figuring out how i want tospend the following year. I dont thnk my abilities are enough to keep me happy in shrdan but at the same time if i spemd the next year getting better and working or whatever im also thinking as though im letting everyone down who believed  in me. Im so confused at the moment.

 

I have also started a new no beef diet, It was originally no meat diet but that proved far to dificult as canerib us a carnivore,  then it was no fried foods, but that was ended quickly when i accidently ate a bag of chicps then realised. So im starting things off gradually, my goal is to have no meat at all for a month. I did it once so i know it is possible.

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